A Note To A Lover.
Category: Blogging

Your gone, and I am alone. I think I learn how much I honestly have been caring about you over the past month. We barely have any food and I honestly can’t say we have been spending it on booze. We are in this struggle together yet I feel like I am not pulling my weight. I need to offer you more. I need not to run away. This bird keeps whispering in my ear the French Foreign Legion but for the first time in my life I have to stop and think I might lose you. Honestly I think you might be the only person that can smell my bullshit and call me out on it. I think you might be the only one I could be in a relationship with and honestly really just want to be with you. I know money can be an issue, and due to the way I live it usually isn’t there. Will you still be here. I love your touch and I am sorry my weird depression has rubbed off on you. I sometimes feel that moving here was something that really has me spun. I really have no friends out here yet. I am alone but I am not. I have you and I couldn’t imagine this without you. I have been engaged once and have fallen before, just not this hard. Hell you do fashion, and I usually smell and have become a lazy bum. I will change, I have just become a hermit crab in my own sense. I guess going from Downtown LA to buttfuck France is a big change. I need to be going out more, maybe alone. I need to get a steady job. I need not worry about bullshit. I am sorry I have been making your life seem like bullshit. Your amazing, Your birthday is soon and I don’t even have enough money to take you to a concert I said I was going to. I might just have to sneak you in. I am realy glad you snuck into my life. I couldn’t even tell you how much it sucks to sleep in a twin size bed with someone like you. You snore more than any boy I know and you drool but so do I and that why I love you. I also must admit you put up with alot of shit. It will get better. I will get better. I am just lost and this is me not running away. This is me thinking for once in my life I can’t leave something. This is the boy surrendering to the man. This is me committing to something. This is me saying if I am joining the French Foreign Legion it is with you. This is me saying if I am bicycling around the World its with you. This is me saying Paris is not the end of the world. This is me saying in the month of our birthdays that you are the raddest fucking woman I have ever met.

You embody everything I am not but at the same time hold the soul that fits perfect.

This is James Expressing Himself.

This is me not wanting to be an jerk.

This me appreciating what I do have.

This is me saying goodnight.

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Monday, November 17, 2008

Life since BB10……Hello everyone,

First off, i want to thank everyone for all of the nice messages and comments that you have written me. I have just returned to LA. after a long vacation back in Ohio. While i was in Ohio i got to meet my new nephew braidon and see my little niece jayla. It was so nice spending time with them. I spent much needed time with all my family and old friends.

I also went to visit dan in Michigan while i was there, i took two of my best friends with me and they were so excited to meet dan the man. LOl….. Dans mom was very sweet to all of us and his sister kelly is a sweetheart. Dan gave us a tour of St. Marys and introduced us to some of the teachers and students, all of who was very nice. We also got to watch dan teach a class!!!!!!

I have not been back to work yet, i will be traveling a bit in the future for hooters. I will be in San Diego later this week for calendar signings and then i will be headed to Washinton at the beginning of next month. I will try to keep all of you posted on any new news in my life.

Thanks,

Keesha

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Life is Good
Current mood:  accomplished

What is up everyone,It has been awhile since I have updated everyone in my life so its about time. The past couple months have been amazing. I have been traveling around seeing old friends and family. I bought the truck I always wanted a 1970 box bronco, the truck and I will be featured in the Jan issue of Bronco Driver Magazine so look out for that. I have been spending time with a good friend who is a philanthropist he is in Africa now feeding the hungry check out his blog he is an amazing guy. www.scottlazerson.wordpress.com I have a couple more trips planned then back to work, I will be in Memphis this weekend then Brian Dan and I will be in Vegas, finally the weekend after Thanksgiving. I have had a lot of people ask about autographed pics if you send me a self addressed envelope with pic and stamp I will sign pics for you.
Memphis Garrett
1354 N Harper suite 411
West Hollywood CA 90046
Until next time you guys are awesome Later Memphis

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Many thought there was no way on this earth that Ollie and April would last…. We’ll it appears they are still together and trying to milk there 15minutes of fame with fellow Big Brother stars Nick and Jen. Now we have these two couples double dating and the bowling alley. Next we’ll see Sheila and Big Balla going out to the movies with James and gonorrhea Joe

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In Paris.. next stop Amsterdam
Current mood:  tired
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

I am sitting in my hotel room in Paris watching the election returns in French. The whole world is watching people, I hope you voted.

I left Crazy James to come back and sleep some more, I have been narcoleptic since getting here, I don’t think I have ever slept so much in my life. Traveling this way always kicks my ass, coming home is much easier.

I will be seeing Suicidal Tendencies while I am here then taking off to Amsterdam for some good wholesome fun.

I am waiting for word from the production company that flipped the bill for the pilot for my show to let me know when to come home. They want me at the pitch meetings for the show with the networks. It is exciting and nerve wracking at the same time.

I am taking some video footage of my vacation so you can all have some fun watching the crazy shit I am sure I will get into here in Europe. Tomorrow we are going to see the other Statue of Liberty here in Paris, then gonna go down to the catacombs where there are about 7,000 or so bodies that were buried there during the black plague. Then it will be a night of Absinthe and checking out the red light district. Where I will be bringing the cam for sure.

I am having fun in my life, I hope you are having fun in yours as well.

I will be having a chat when I get back, so watch for that… It will be fun. It will be on NowLive and I will go into the studio for it as to make sure there are no fuck ups.

Till then….

EvelDick

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